This is the End
Lessons learned
When asked where i am from, i smile. So many possible answers. I am American, Palestinian (with Italian and even Yemeni blood), Indian (of Persian origin), Kuwaiti, Cajun...i say 'i live in America'.
British PM Disraeli once said: " Like all good travellers, i don't remember everything i have seen, and haven't seen everything i remember."
Amen, brother.When you read my blog, all of it is the truth, but thru my eyes. Jammie will have different views at times, so would Layla. So if you get inspired to go to the places i mention, do not be disillusioned when you get there. i am a romantic. i seek out spiritual energy and beatiful souls. So maybe all i saw was what i wanted to see and not the 'truth'. But alas, i truly believe we create our own reality. Mind over matter? Yes. Prayers and spiritual energy guiding and guarding us, oh yes.
Do not expect to find what i wrote about in these places, rather find your own journey and what you need to find.
i have learned something about my soul. Even more important than where i am, is if i am at one with the Divine. Whenever i feel connected with the Oneness, that some call God, no matter where i am or how good or bad the situation...it just is, and i try to make the best of it.
If i can bring that mindset back to the US, and on into my life, i will be at a lot more peace. It is easy to be alive and at peace when on a vacation, let's see if i can put it into practice on a daily basis.
'Not where you go, but how you go, with which eyes you see'
It was in a Buddhist temple in Ayuthaya. I was staring at a 30 foot golden Bddha that it really hit me on a very deep level that Nietsche was right on one level, man did create God in his image. I saw it in every holy place i have been. God looked a lot like a man. In some places he was a Thai looking skinny man. In others, an Indian looking raja, in yet others he looked like a mediteranean man with long hair (blond in some countries, brown in others). But this has freed me on a deep level. I can bow to a Buddhist statue, a cross, the kaaba, a picture of Zoroaster, Rama, Krisna, Laksmi, Kali....(you get the idea), because all i see is the divine as represented by man.
I do not wish to smash the idols, i do not think of it as bad or good. It just is. i do not think people who do not believe in God are wiser or more stupid. i do not think that people who believe in an unknown Oneness are any better or worse simply for believing. We just are what we are, trying to find our relationship to the universe around. So too all the best of luck on your path.
Jatinder's mom told me a story about idols. An Indian raja heard of a sage preaching to the people to pray using statues if they felt it helped. The raja being a learned man knew better and was outraged at this simple form of religion.
So he called the sage to his palace and asked him why he believed it to be okay. The sage said that God prefers any prayer than no prayer, and that people, until they learn to sense the presence of God are better off using idols. It gives them a mental picture to focus on in their prayers.
'Bah!' exclaimed the raja in conceded disbelief. So the sage seeing a portrait behind the raja asked him who the portrait is of? The raja responded that it was his dead father, the old raja. The sage asked him if it was okay for him to take the portrait down and spit on it, and then tear it to pieces.
'NO! Of course not' the raja responded. As he exclaimed that, the Raja realized the power of images.
The sage had made his point.
Another thing i have learned is that the world is really very small, and yet is vast. Tvs and radios make us think we know what is happening in other parts of the world. Documentaries give us a glimpse, but actually experiencing it is really worth while.
Thanks
i want to thank Divine Oneness that has truly watched over us on this trip. For a 4 month plus tour, we have been blessed with a very easy passage. Thanks to all who prayed and watched over us. I can truly say i could feel the protective power/energy around us. When things could have gone really bad, they somehow would work out in some fashion.
As Jim Morrison once said: "You cannot petition the Lord with prayers". I agree, kind of. If all you are sending is empty words, you get emptiness. But if you send energy out to the universe, it comes back multiplied.
Thanks to Hans, Jean, his brother and his parents, Sue and Jimmie (Paris, Greece and Thailand), Ibtisam, Adel and Nanou, my mom, Khairy, Abu Basil and Im Basil, Basil (Ketchup! Ahhhh!!), Nicole, Mike Diek, Imad, Cyrus, Shiraz, Benafsha and Zenia, Hormuz & Perviz, Shahzad and Rushad (the 4 we burdened the most on this whole trip. And believe me...we burdened a lot of people around the globe), Meherwan and Shiraz, my aunts (Homai, Khurshed), uncle (Melhi and wife, Navaz), cousins, second cousins, friends and distant relatives in India, Auntie Mako, Jatinder, his mother and her mother....to all, thank you for your hospitality. love, generosity and friendship. You've made this a very memorable trip. (If i have forgotten anyone, i apologize, i am delirious from lack of sleep and have been typing for 3 hours straight.)
Before we left, a few people told us how jealous and/or proud they were for doing this trip. Thanks, but this was something we did for ourselves and for Layla. My hat goes off, and i bow in reverence to some heroes of mine:
Jay and Tanya (Jammie's sister and her husband) who after hurricane Katrina, gave up their house to Jay's boss, as he and his family had no where to go. Jay and Tanya stayed with Sue and Jimmie (who also had to make sacrifices) so that Jay's boss's kids could smile again.
Another hero of mine is Ruzbeh (my cousin in India) who went under very dangerous surgeory to donate part of his liver to his father-in-law when his wife, Beniafer, said she would do it. To protect her, he gave himself up. This is a successful man with a lot to live for, and yet was able to make this decision.
That is so selfless, and i am almost in tears as i write this. Thanks for setting such a great example for us in this day and age.
To all....bye, hope to see you in the US.












































